DO YOU GET TONGUE-TIED WHEN SHARING YOUR FAITH?
DO YOUR HANDS GET CLAMMY WHEN YOU EXPLAIN WHY YOU BELIEVE?
I’m facilitating a summer study for skeptics. Two weeks ago one of the skeptics asked such a good question: “Why do you pray? What do you get?” I fear those whom she was asking looked like deer caught in the headlights, for we so wanted to give the “right” answer. What I heard expressed was platitudes. I could tell that our sincere question-asker wasn’t satisfied! My friend Twila had to miss that week and I e-mailed her we’d dropped the ball. She said, “Oh, I wish I’d been there, because I know what I would have said!” She then e-mailed me a testimony, based on Psalm 18 (which has many parallels to this week’s Psalm 40.)
I told her that I so wanted her to share her story, and that perhaps God would give her a chance the next week. I didn’t want to force it, but to trust His Spirit, but I also knew that Twila is an introvert, so I decided to sit next to her on the sofa in case I needed to elbow her.
I have been reading an illuminating book on introverts called Quiet, by Susan Cain.
It is a secular book filled with wisdom. It has truly caused me to reflect on how often we let the talkative people dominate and steer, to the loss of discussion groups, church search committees, and all kinds of arenas. (An interesting observation the author makes is that quiet people are more able to speak up on blogs where they are not trampled by loquacious extroverts.) Twila has been a gift to me as I have spent my first year living year round in this remote wilderness of Wisconsin. I know she is a quiet stream that runs deep, for to increase her intimacy with God she memorizes. Last year she memorized Ephesians, James, and Romans — this year she’s memorizing Hebrews. And so, I elbowed her when I thought it was time for her to share her story. (I was actually saying, Do you think this might be the time? But it is hard to communicate all that through an elbow!)
She looked surprised and asked, “You want me to share my story? On Psalm 18?”
I decided it was the right time, so said, “Please!” (Now there was no hiding that we had conspired!)
And so she opened her Bible to Psalm 18 and explained that she had suffered for ten years in a clinical depression. She said, “Let me read to you how I felt.”
The cords of death entangled me;
the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.
The cords of the grave coiled around me;
the snares of death confronted me.
Then she began to cry, saying she hoped she could get through this. I told her I was sure she could.
She laughed through her tears and continued.
In my distress I called to the Lord;
I cried to my God for help.
She cried again. Everyone was listening. The woman who had asked the question, my sister Bonnie, and the religious who don’t yet get the gospel. “And this,” Twila said, “is what happened.” Then, with tears streaming and Marietta searching her purse for Kleenex to give her, Twila bravely shared:
From his temple he heard my voice;
my cry came before him, into his ears.
The earth trembled and quaked,
and the foundations of the mountains shook;
they trembled because he was angry.
Smoke rose from his nostrils;
consuming fire came from his mouth,
burning coals blazed out of it.
He parted the heavens and came down;
dark clouds were under his feet.
He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him—
the dark rain clouds of the sky.
Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced,
with hailstones and bolts of lightning.
The Lord thundered from heaven;
the voice of the Most High resounded.
He shot his arrows and scattered the enemy,
with great bolts of lightning he routed them.
The valleys of the sea were exposed
and the foundations of the earth laid bare
at your rebuke, Lord,
at the blast of breath from your nostrils.
“And this is why I cry out to God.” She continued:
He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
he drew me out of deep waters.
He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
At our coffee break the question-asker came over and put her arm around Twila and thanked her for her helpful answer. So simple. When apologetics fail us, a testimony has power. I was blind but now I see. I was sinking and He put my feet upon a rock. I was grief-struck and He restored my joy.
Sara Grove’s Conversations says, “We’ve had every conversation in the book — but have I told you this is all that I have and all that I am?” Here’s one video version of that great song:
Sunday Icebreaker:
1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
Monday -Tuesday: Your Turn
2. Review some of the psalms in Book One that impacted you and choose one part of one and write a paragraph testimony on a word document, concise and clear, and come back here and paste it in.
3. Tuesday is our own Joyce’s birthday. I don’t usually acknowledge birthdays here, but Joyce has been with us from the beginning and has prayed so faithfully for all of us. She is now standing in the need of prayer — all the problems with her back, her constant care for Kendra, her adult child who is disabled mentally and physically, and the lack of a good resolution on the horizon are weighing on her. Indeed, I know she feels often like this psalmist. May we intercede for her together, using the psalms.
Wednesday-Friday Bible Study
This video from Chrissie Zeph of Redeemer reminds me of Psalm 40:
4. Read Psalm 40 aloud to yourself.
A. What testimony is in verses 1-3?
B. What do you learn about God in verses 4-5?
C. What do you learn about Jesus in verses 8-17?
5. What passage from Psalm 40 quickens you and why?
6. How is this psalm an answer to Psalms 38-39?
7. Share a time when God seemed silent, but finally, broke through.
8. Read Psalm 41 aloud to yourself.
A. This psalm shows a gamut of emotions, as does Book One of the psalter. Find some of those emotions.
B. How can you see Christ in this psalm? Are you becoming more aware of Christ in the psalms? If so,
share.
C. What quickens you from this psalm?
D. Pray this psalm.
Saturday
9. . What testimony from your blog sisters ministered to you and why?
424 comments
THE WHOLE INTRO STANDS OUT!! SO GOOD!!! The question — why we pray — am reading a book on prayer right now and have been thinking about what I pray about & praying the psalms. Twila’s story and PS 18 — I memorized PS 116 in about year 9 of a long episode of depression; it is similar to PS 18 but shorter ;). Can still visualize memorizing it on the way to Dr appts out of town. Gives me a flashback of the trajectory of that difficult time and God’s faithfulness, i.e., the whole intro is giving me PERSPECTIVE.
Thanks, Dee. Looking forward to this study. Gotta get me some Wi-Fi & a computer!
Also stood out: how much she HSS memorized. Sorta gives me s kick in the pants.
🙂 Me too!
Twila’s heart stood out to me. She was not trying to win a debate in “it is good to pray.” She merely shared what God had done, in how He had come to her. I still feel threatened in conversations with skeptics, feeling that I have to prove God and His intentions. That I have to “win” the battle. But the truth is: There is no debate – He is real. He does come. He does love. If I was just brave enough to open my heart and share (ACK! vulnerability!) that is where he real testimony is – not whether or not I can win a debate. (I notice the emphasis on ME trying to win, versus telling what HE has done…different focus, different outcome.)
So good and so true, Jill.
Good thoughts, Jill. I also feel that I must be able to explain in great eloquence; that I have to make someone else “get it”, that it depends all upon me. I think perhaps that feeling of being threatened by skeptics is that we feel put on the defensive, and again, that’s thinking that we must “win” the argument by our own clever words. Your point of simply telling what HE has done is so good!
Agreed. The testimony is most powerful. Too many of us are afraid to use the real work that God has done in our life as we interact with those around us. Lord, encourage us to be vulnerable, willing to share what you are doing and have done in our lives. Amen.
1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
I have thanked God for bringing Dee Twila but oh my as I read I thanked Him again-she is a gift indeed! :))) Twila’s testimony..so simple..so powerful…so real.. When apologetics fail us, a testimony has power. I was blind but now I see. I was sinking and He put my feet upon a rock. I was grief-struck and He restored my joy.
And Sara Groves song which was is exactly the overflow in Twila’s heart as she answered that question: The only thing that isn’t meaningless to me is Jesus Christ and the way He set me free and this is all that I have, this is all that I am….. I don’t know how to say this, I don’t know where to start..I just know that I care for you and I’m speaking from my heart.
I can hear you singing that, Rebecca.
oh I first loved Twila when you told how she helped you get your car un-stuck from the snow, and now reading this–her deep-waters heart…I am moved by her willingness to be bold for Him. But I just love this example–“When apologetics fail us, a testimony has power.” I believe this is SO true and SO how the Lord works. I have been most moved not by articulate arguments but by honest, personal testimonies. What struck me too is the she used not her own words–but HIS. The power of her story was in the Word–rather than sharing a struggle and then showing a verse that fit her pain–she spoke the Word and let it be the tool that shaped her story. Not sure if I’m making sense, but there is a big difference to me.
Twila–thank you for letting Dee share your beautiful testimony and picture with us!
You pay attention to detail Elizabeth — remembering the snow story — I love that about you. I loved how Twila just used the Word too!
I think you are so right about personal testimony! What God does US is the most powerful proof of HIS existence!
Wow! a better question would be what does not stand out.
way too often I fight battles that are not mine to fight. They are so big and I feel so weak and I forget that my god is so big and so strong and that he is standing beside me and behind me and in front of me to fight for me.
Tears came to my eyes as I read this! How powerful and yet tender out sweet Father is! I read and reread as I turned it into a prayer, giving back to God the battles that have always been His!
why do I think I need to fight for myself?!?!? my Father has the arsenal of all the angels to fight on my side!
So touched by Twilas testimony!
So well said, Cyndi. Why do I think I need to fight battles that are not mine to fight?
This morning, I have been rereading and/or glancing through the psalms we have covered in prep for question #2 — a challenging question because God has met me in so many ways/times through this study.
After reading through the first 20 psalms — and narrowing a selection down to about 19 of those psalms, I was thinking that I have to limit myself to something from the first 20 psalms. And then I saw the next few psalms on the page :). I have glimpsed his glory; I’ve seen Jesus in reviewing these psalms. I KNOW God is good and I am safe (without putting on my boxing gloves).
OK, so now I will pick a few verses from somewhere in the first 23 psalms… or keep reading!
God has given you such enthusiasm — it refreshes us all!
What stands out to me and why: First, that Dee, you are so in tune with what is happening day to day in your life with the Lord. The experience you write about for today, just happened recently and it fits so perfectly with the exact psalm on schedule to be studied this week. Second, Twila’s experience and the way God used scripture to meet her in her despair, minister so deeply to her heart and turn her life around AND how she has embraced the power of God’s Word so much she is memorizing large portions and how her faith story so readily touched the one who had wondered. In answer to your question, Dee….YES. I do get tongue tied and am lost for words when asked in person, questions about my faith. I completely embrace the written page and send long, handwritten letters to people……but in person? It’s so hard for the words to surface. (In fact, I wrote those very words…..when I came back from spending time with my friend, Steve and his wife 2 days ago.) I KNOW I must have a large dose of ‘survivor’s guilt’ because my cancer, though I had to lose a breast, was not life threatening. I sincerely feel deep compassion for friends and family who suffer as Steve is suffering so greatly now and in the past several years, I have purposed to not just send a card and pray a prayer and move on, but to keep writing, keep praying and identify as much as I can, with the pain of those for whom I care. Yet….when Steve said to me, ‘I just don’t understand this.’ I felt he was opening the conversation more……and there must have been a 2 minute silence. I had no words. I had just heard a good sermon on suffering……I’ve spent the past decade reading books on suffering…..and yet, I fell silent. Sometimes, my survivor’s guilt, I think…..makes me feel that my ‘testimony’ isn’t credible. I also know that often, we should just sit with people and acknowledge their sadness, without coming up with answers…..and really, there are none, many times. But after the visit, I keep ruminating about what I should have said. And more than likely, I will write something in the next letter I send. I TOTALLY understand the ‘writing’ concept for quiet, introverted people. (not sure I am an introvert in general, but surely, in some situations).
What you have been through makes you so compassionate, Wanda.
I agree Wanda….you have such a big heart. I can’t imagine what it meant to Steve… for you….to travel so many hours to spend time with a classmate that is suffering….just to spend some quite time with him. I know just your presence there with him was such a gift. love your heart Wanda. Praying for Steve.
I think sitting in silence with your friend was fine, Wanda. I have often thought how Jobs three friends first just sat in silence with him for SEVEN DAYS because they saw that his pain was so deep….but alas they eventually opened their mouths! I think much can be said just by our presence with someone when they are hurting and the Holy Spirit can do a work that only HE can do.
Dee taught us once that it is called sitting “shiva.” Were you with us for that teaching? I love the imagery of it and the word itself.
I wasn’t doing the this Bible study for that, Laura…I’ll have to do a search and see what I can find on that!
Love your picture Laura!!
Wanda, I think you were and are a gift to your friend Steve because you listen so well. I remember something I heard once, an illustration from a person who had gone through grieving (heard this on a radio program). He said after experiencing a loss, one person came to visit and went on and on with “explanations” and the usual pat answers from Scripture – he couldn’t wait for him to leave. Another friend came and just sat with him, listened, and cried with him. He never wanted him to leave! I feel that by listening and not reaching for explanations from sermons and books, your friend feels you are a safe person to express his feelings to.
Thanks for your kind words and affirmations. I appreciate the reference to Job, Mary and the seven days of silence….also Laura, I wasn’t here for the study on Shiva but will look into that word. Susan, thanks for the helpful illustration. These are all good.
I often feel “tongue-tied” in social situations, so afraid that I might say the wrong thing. I definitely am an introvert in many social situations. Already there is much to ponder this week – Dee’s loving way she drew out Twila, Twila’s personal depth and powerful testimony, as well as the great comments of so many here already.
oh, I wanted to share this– “I Lift My Eyes Up (Psalm 121)” by Brian Doerksen. We sang it at church this morning and I think you all will be blessed by it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9g4eqKDkDiw
Oooo….have been thinking about that chapter and wishing it was in the first book of the Psalter in order to answer next question. :). Also have good Norway info related to it
Waiting for your Norway info about Psalm 121, Renee!
Elizabeth, thank you for posting this beautiful song. Loved the choreography of lyrics and pictures.
Oh How I love that song Elizabeth! It’s just what I needed to Praise my Father with so bad! “Oh how I need you Lord….I can’t live without you. I am desperate for you, Lord…for you are my only hope”!
Words taken out of my mouth! Thank you for sharing it!!
1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
As an ISFJ, I can imagine how difficult it was for Twila to share…thankfully, the Lord provided her courage and calm to share her testimony. Her relating her testimony to Psalm 18 was a kin to praying the psalms; praying scripture gives prayer such an extra component.
Jill, good points, Twila “was not trying to win a debate in “it is good to pray.” She merely shared what God had done, in how He had come to her.” … “emphasis on ME trying to win, versus telling what HE has done…different focus, different outcome.”
I am definitely in awe of Twila’s memorization.
Coincidentally, I am also reading “Quiet”. I can’t remember what prompted me to get it, where I saw it, but I guess I was looking for some validation of my introverted nature and it caught my attention…:)
You’ll have to let me know how you like. Now I’d like to get Introverts in the Church!
Dee, If you read Introverts in the Church, I’d be curious what you think. I’ve been trying to resist buying the book Quiet because I listened to the TED talk and knew I’d get frustrated with contradictions with research. I did discuss the book/related research/common practice on walks with one of my fellow hermits… So I could borrow it.
I’ve been very curious about Introverts in the Church but I’m finally getting to the point of prioritizing my reading…so a book has to either be less than a dollar or on my top 500 “want to read” list to get it 🙂
hum…I’ll have to search the TED talks for this one..thanks, Renee.
Back to my questions: What’s a TED talk?
TED talks started as a conference for spreading good ideas 30 years ago. TED stands for Technology, Entertainment and Design, but now TED talks cover all sorts of topics. At the conference speakers were given a maximum of 18 mins to communicate their idea. Now the idea has spread and there are TEDx talks as well. Many TED talks and TEDx talks are available online, and there are events.
http://www.ted.com/
What stands out to me and why.
I am deeply touched by Twila’s testimony as the Lord spoke and touched her life.
Experiencing through her tears is even more touching. Psalms is so powerful in the emotional
context of our lives. What a testimony to have these words impressed on her heart!
As I sat and thought about this I realized that it is so difficult for me to give a testimony other
than through the words of Scripture. I do have difficulty expressing deep personal experiences.
God is my refuge and strength and in my most troublesome situations I have been guided by praying
God’s words. Put on the armor of God and pray without ceasing. I am thankful for the testimony, Twila.
What stood out to you from the above and why?
“When apologetics fail us, a testimony has power.” Thank you, Twila for your testimony. Hearing testimonies of what God has done in other people’s lives makes them, and God, real to me.
This has spoken to my mother’s heart since our only child and daughter has been resistant to most things spiritual because of some experiences she has had with Christians. She accepted Christ when she was in 4th grade and have faithfully walked with Him until college. She just graduated from UNL, Nebraska this past May.
My attempts at apologetics have not won her back. My prayer is that our consistent testimony of faith in God, despite our flaws as Christian parents and human beings ,will point her to the One who is and ALWAYS will be faithful and loving towards her.
Ernema
This mother’s heart so resonates with your mother’s heart for children who walked with the Lord until college. I have two like that and now, it has been many years since college too. I know that whenever they do talk about it, they….(at least my son) will always point to our lives and the lives of a couple of our friends with huge appreciation for us…even though he hasn’t come back to believing. I do think that it is still a major bridge to the coming back process. I think your daughter will see your faithful testimony and God will speak through it. To still have a loving relationship with our children, in spite of differences in beliefs is a big factor too.
Thank you, Wanda. It is good to know I am not alone in what I am going through with my daughter. She will be leaving for France next month to teach for a year and I am praying her experience there will bring a new awareness of God’s unconditional love for her.
Ernema….your daughter is in my prayers….I know as a mother like yourself, that loves God so very much…she will one day turn to him again. You are a shining example of God’s love.
Would you please pray? My youngest son, John, and I were in a car accident today. No one was hurt, but his little college car was damaged. He is suppose to return to school in a few days for his Senior year of Mechanical Engineering. Money is tight and this is a real set back and discouragement for him.
Thank you.
Lord, we thank You that Nila and John were not physically hurt in this accident today. You know though Father all the emotions and complications they are dealing with in this Father and we ask for Your hand of mercy on this situation. Please give them peace, and wisdom with decisions that need to be made. Encourage their hearts Lord. In Your Name~
Elizabeth, that is such a good prayer! It is my prayer for Nila and John as well.
So sorry to hear about your accident, Nila. Thankful neither of you were hurt, but it is hard financially for your son. Hope something works out for him. Praying!
Just prayed for your son, Nila.
Praying, Nila for encouragement for you and your son and for God’s provision.
Praying, Nila
Oh Nila, I’m so thankful you and your son were not hurt! I am sorry for the car setback; I understand money being tight. I will pray.
Nila, so sorry this happened..even though no one got hurt it still can shake you up when money is tight! Lord I agree with Elizabeth..amen.
Glad no one was hurt, Nila. Praying for you and John, for this need for a car for college to be worked out.
Oh, Nila…so thankful that you and John were not injured in the car accident. I will pray for the Lord’s provision and strength against discouragement. (Nice prayer, Elizabeth…Amen.)
Praying. Sorry to hear of the accident. Grateful that noone was hurt….
Oh Dear Nila…..I’m so sorry!! But I’m so thankful you are both okay! Things can be replaced….people can’t. Keep your eyes on the Lord and trust in him….I know he has a plan for your son! Praying !!
1. What stood out today and why? I love the lyrics of Sara Grove’s song:
I don’t know how to say this
I don’t know where to start
Just know that I care for you
And I’m speaking from my heart.
Thank you Twila, for the courage it took to share such a precious thing with us. So valuable.
Reminds me of Isaiah 45:3 I will give you the treasures of darkness, the hidden wealth of secret places. There are treasures that can only be found in darkness.
In the 1970’s Jesus People movement, it became common for some churches to have testimony times on a regular basis. Do any of you remember this? The church where I met and married my husband was one of these churches. Once a month, new believers were given the platform on Sunday mornings to tell about their transformation. Sunday evenings were devoted to an open forum to share our stories of how God was intervening in our lives. What heartfelt encouragement this provided. How it built our faith. I was never one to stand up and speak, however. I was the introvert who married an extrovert. Those were also the days when there was “special music” every Sunday. The Lord gently persuaded me to get up in front of people and sing and play my guitar (with my husband, never alone). All these years later, I still resist getting up in front of people either with my guitar or speaking. I’ve been asked to help lead worship for an interdenominational Bible Study this fall. I want to, but part of me is still scared to death and most of the time I don’t feel qualified. (inverted pride I think ? fear of failure? exposure? ) Please pray for me that I would be free to share my gift. I’m tired of this wrestling.
Rebecca, I related to you a couple weeks ago when you requested prayer as you were being asked to help on the worship team.
The Lord has truly given me the heart to share my story of loss with other grieving parents in private settings. I have had that opportunity many times at the Ronald McDonald House. There is life-changing potential in the telling of our stories.
Lord, help us to vulnerably, humbly, honestly tell our stories.
Love your comments here, Nila. I grew up with many opportunities for testimonies in church. Not always the ‘conversion’ story….but sharing what God was doing in your life in the here and now. I miss those times too. Our church still does that on Thanksgiving Eve….which is a focus to share a thanks/praise item..but the stories of transformation are SO good to hear. I hope that trends back. Also special music. That was always a part of my experience growing up…..still is in the small churches. I pine for that kind of personal touch. Your ministry to others at Ronald McDonald House is such a wonderful way for you to share. I also love the verse about treasures in darkness. That has gotten me through some rough times. Praying for John to find a car.
“The Lord has truly given me the heart to share my story of loss with other grieving parents in private settings. I have had that opportunity many times at the Ronald McDonald House. There is life-changing potential in the telling of our stories.”
Dear Nila, might this be exactly where the Lord wants you to be?…sharing your story in a more private, one-to-one manner. You are blessing those parents, and that blessing will ripple out, no doubt.
Nila…God has given you a special gift…you should share it!! Would love to hear you sing and play!!
1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
This is a a terrific post, Dee, and all of it is good! The first thing that grabbed me were the photos of the passages in Psalm 40 and Psalm 18. It was a revelation to me that the two passages were so similar. Also the photos tied right in with the our pastor’s sermon this morning at church. She, however, was not preaching on the Psalms; instead her sermon was based on Matthew 14:22-32 (story of Peter walking on the water to Jesus). When Peter took his eyes off of Jesus and became distracted by the waves around him, Peter began to sink. Then Jesus reached out his hand to Peter and rescued him. Jesus literally drew Peter out of “deep waters.” The picture that was projected on the screen during the sermon showed Jesus’ hand clasping Peter’s hand. Psalm 18, Psalm 40, Matthew 14 and the sermon all ties together so nicely for me! Another God-incidence!
I not only get tongue-tied when sharing my faith, I have missed some excellent opportunities to have given testimony. Afterwards I think “I should have said such ‘n such.” Twila’s testimony was so simple, heart-felt, and sweet — an excellent example! I didn’t remember that it was Twila who came to help you out of the snowdrift, Dee — so glad that Elizabeth remembered it. It gave an added insight into Twila’s personality and character.
Love it when God comes to us in the same way in different ways!
Deanna, thanks for the recap of the Matthew scripture….I needed that today. Focus on Him and it all will fall into place.
1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
I have trouble memorizing scripture; have always wanted to, and did get through a bit of James one time….
Loved Twila’s testimony and yes, I usually don’t know what to say because I feel like a “baby” Christian most of the time. I answered the skeptics question in my head before I read any more though; my answer was “hope, I pray for hope.”
I am also struggling with some personal issues that are bringing me down into the deep waters. I am finding myself a bit sad. I could relate to Twila, although I have never been clinically diagnosed with depression. I have made a committment that will bring us more money, however I think I am afraid of failing. I keep trying to remind myself that I only have to please Him, no one else. It is hard. Then there is Sarah. I am at a loss with her. Please Jesus help us.
Yes, Lord, have mercy on our adult children. And please give us hope…. we can’t live without hope.
I am praying for children too Nila. There is hope, as one of my children has changed his ways. He hasn’t yet turned back to Jesus, but then again I still pray for that.
Laura, praying for you related to personal & financial issues. Also for Sarah.
I smiled when I saw your name/gravatar because I thought of your dancing videos. Then I thought that a great example of hope is a video teaching us (ME) to dance 😉
🙂
Laura..I am too! I start my new job as manager today and have struggled with the fear of failing. I was nervous last night-I even said to Patrick, “If I fail I will be so embarrassed!” yet I have been speaking truth to my soul..I am my beloveds and He is mine and I have been bought with a price– You don’t have to please him Laura. He is already enamored by you…I am reminding myself of that too today when I make air head mistakes or over look things which I know I will since I am in training. He has this-He really does and He has us Laura so it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks of us. Let’s pray for one another that we will rest in and delight in Him today. 🙂
Lord Jesus help us-we are both scared..scared of many things , of failing..I am scared of having to handle employees who are hard to deal with. Thank you that you are in control of that too! Help us not to worship what you have given us but to worship you by resting in You regardless of what happens. Thank you that it is finished-you are pleased with us-and our lives a response to you, loving you back. Thank you for providing and thank you that you suffered rejection, and disapproval so that we would never experience that from you-thank you that You not only approve of us 100% but you are enamored by us and your love runs deep! Clinging to you right now..help us to cling all day!
Praying, Rebecca!
Thank you Rebecca for that beautiful prayer. I will be praying for your job today as well.
Rebecca, thank you for the way you said this : Thank you for providing and thank you that you suffered rejection, and disapproval so that we would never experience that from you-thank you that You not only approve of us 100% but you are enamored by us and your love runs deep! Clinging to you right now..help us to cling all day!
Yes Lord.
Rebecca, I agree with Nila — love the prayer, and it fits so well for me today, too. In the area I’m struggling, I don’t care so much if people approve of me, but I’m scared of potential disapproval (sometimes it is nice to be ignored).Please let us know how to day went for you.
“You don’t have to please him Laura. He is already enamored by you”
Such sweet encouragement and reminder, Rebecca.
“thank You that You not only approve of us 100% but You are enamored by us and your love runs deep!”
Amen…:)
Best wishes and prayers on these new beginnings, Rebecca and Laura.
Praying for you also Rebecca….I know you’ll do great! Keep clinging to him!!
Laura…praying for Sarah and for your personnal issues…. your right…you only have to please God!
Testimony: Psalm 3:3 But you Oh Lord are a shield about me, my glory, and the lifter of my head.
Verse describes His glory, my neediness, and Jesus’ suffering, death, and resurrection. In Him, I am safe and secure. When allow Him access to my hurts and when I focus on Him, I KNOW I am safe and secure…even when circumstances don’t change or get worse. During this study, He has continued to woo me and has shifted my focus to Him.
Might edit this when I have computer…or might not ;). Instead of editing etc, I will pray more specifically that God will continue to draw each of our hearts to him, that we will reflect his glory. Love to all who have journeyed with us through this wonderful study.
“I will pray more specifically that God will continue to draw each of our hearts to him, that we will reflect his glory. Love to all who have journeyed with us through this wonderful study.”
Thank you, Renee…love to you too!
………………….” Instead of editing etc, I will pray more specifically that God will continue to draw each of our hearts to him, that we will reflect his glory. Love to all who have journeyed with us through this wonderful study”Love this Renee. Keep focusing on him!!!
2. Review some of the psalms in Book One that impacted you and choose one part of one and write a paragraph testimony on a word document, concise and clear, and come back here and paste it in.
“How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me?” Psalm 13:1,2 NIV
I feel like I go through phases when I am so far from Him. The job I spoke of above is a adjunct position at a local community college. I am worried that I got greedy and over- reached my ability, but many have said I should try this level of teaching. I met with a new colleague yesterday who is smart and seems like he would be a top notch teacher. He also teaches high school (chemistry/physics). I am now intimidated and nervous. Why Lord do I do this to myself? Why can’t I rest in You? My enemy is ME.
“Look on me and answer, Lord my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death, and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my foes will rejoice when I fall.” Psalm 13:3,4 NIV
Lord, when I went on this interview I walked out of my house and said to myself , “You’re will, not mine.” The job “fell” into my lap. I was hired within the hour. When these things happen, I know they are of You. I didn’t have to do anything.
“But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing the Lord’s praise, for he has been good to me.” Psalm 13:5-6 NIV
I will trust in You oh Lord, as I did with cancer. I will do what I must to work this job because it will relieve some financial stress from my husband. He might be able to quit the second job he has, which is killing him. If I fail then I know that I still have You, no matter what. You are mine and I am Yours. You are good to me!
Laura, praying these verses with you and for you! I cannot imagine your own personal sacrifice – I know you work as a teacher full time and then to take on a second teaching position in the evening.
Laura, You definitely have the ability to teach at community college level (I experienced your ability to get me to enjoy, dare to do a few basic dance ‘moves’). It’s quite likely that you will need to teach some stuff at a LOWER level. One key is not to tick off colleagues and students TOO much. And another is not to let approval idol be God. Can send or post a few “what not to do/say” (that get adjuncts in trouble) when I get computer access — but won’t post here. Ha…I sometumes violate my own tips, even knowing the consequences ahead of time
That would be so helpful Renee….I also need to tell you about my dancing “excursion!” I sometimes wonder if God gives me a lot to do because He wants my focus off of Sarah! Want to email me? I can message you on FB with my email address. Are you back from Norway yet?
Back from Norway, but not back home yet. Had planned to go home today or tomorrow — but trying to contact electrician first (left msg and have been stalking his house 😉 ). I’m at small family lake cabin and electricity in 3/4 of the place went out yesterday. It’s small enough that the light in the bathroom probably could light the whole place, but I don’t want the place to burn down before anyone gets back! Life is hard 😀 I had to use the stove today because the microwave went (2nd one this summer so I think there is an electrical problem). Clearly, I am blessed! But I had a 30-second fit yesterday thinking that I don’t want to be a grown-up. The lawn mower wouldn’t start on Saturday! I was dreading going back home/to work anyway — so now I’m sitting at a(n otherwise empty) fast food place half an hour away from lake cabin to deal with semi-emergency work stuff online. Would appreciate your prayers — I also am somewhat sick. My sisters and a bunch of people on the tour bus had it when we got back. Trip was wonderful, but I am concerned about a couple older people who seemed pretty sick when we got back (and before we left Norway). It was a good group.
P.S., Laura, I may already have your email. If I don’t contact you within the next couple of days, please post your email in the FB group. Thanks!
Laura and Rebecca,
I have a unique job offer that came in an unusual way. I am inclined to accept this part time teaching position, but not entirely sure. Certainly would help the financial situation and relieve my husband. Two grand-babies coming this fall and need to be available to help, so praying that my employer and I can come to a peaceful agreement about my hours.
Love that we can share these wrestlings here and know that we have a comradery in the Lord.
Thank you Lord for how you knit our hearts together. We are grateful that we can so share our burdens. “Bear one another’s burdens and thereby fulfill the law of Christ.” Gal. 6:2
Praying for your discernment, Nila.
Will be praying for you Nila.
Nila, Want you to know I am praying for you and your new job possibility! Lord thank you that you move in men’s hearts and that mans counsel eventually ends in the dust but your counsel stands forever. I thank you that you are in control of this situation as well. I ask that you move in Nila’s heart as well as in her employer’s heart giving them both your direction in this. In your name I pray, amen.
Laura, you are gifted in teaching…I trust that the Lord has wonderful plans for you, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Put up your shield, dear sister…don’t let the evil one cast his shadow of doubt on you.
Thanks for this Nanci……love the shield imagery of Psalm 3!
SO SO SO thankful for Twila’s testimony. Have thought a lot about it. I don’t know too many people, especially Christians, who have acknowledged long episodes of depression — though I know a few who have experienced it. If you are reading this Twila, THANK YOU! I am praying for you, trusting that the Spirit is interceding for your, that God will encourage you and saturate you with his love.
Laura-D and Rebecca–praying for both of you in your new posistions! Praying for His peace to cover you, His power to equip you, and for you both to be used for His glory in these new roles. Excited to see what He does through you both! 🙂
Thanks Elizabeth!
Elizabeth….I hope everyone goes back to your take away from last week…early sunday morning, before Dee put on the new study. It was awesome.
Laura and Rebecca – praying for both of you in your new jobs! Amen to Rebecca’s prayer – she covered all the bases. The Lord has given both of you everything you need to succeed; He will be faithful to provide for what He has called you to do!
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1. What stood out to you from the above and why?
First, “Do you get tongue tied when sharing your faith?” Yes. I often find my words coming out hollow. At those times, I think the enemy likes to throw my past sin up in my face, and thoughts like “Who do you think you are to be sharing Jesus…” make me falter; even an awareness of my own sinfulness makes me feel disqualified. Also, when I doubt His love and care for me, it’s really hard to communicate to another that He loves and cares for them. I must be a borderline introvert, because I’ve often sat down and written letters, too, to family members and have been able to express in writing what I just can’t seem to say in person. I say borderline because I do like being around people and I enjoy having company over; but in personality I am more reserved and not the out-going one who dominates the conversation. I’ve often had guests in my home who seem to take over the role of leading the conversation. I think part of the problem I have with sharing my faith is my old idol of approval. I fear losing the approval of those closest to me.
“When apologetics fail us, a testimony has power.” This is so true, as evidenced by Twila’s sharing. She let God speak, so to speak. Yesterday at church, I was telling a woman how much I am enjoying reading Born Again by Chuck Colson, and she asked me if I’ve read his other book, The Body. She explained that throughout the book, he has one chapter with the theological explanation of the point and then the next chapter has personal stories of how it’s lived out. She said while she kind of glazed over the theological chapters, she was riveted by the personal testimonies.
Susan, have you ever taken the Myers-Briggs test? Following is a link to a free assessment: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
No…I’ll have to check this out Nanci – thanks!
Susan, I’m so much like you, being a “borderline introvert” also!!
Thanks Nanci for the test….I’ll have to try it too!
Just wanted to add…how much I loved how Twila used Psalms 18 for her answers and how she can memorized so much….Oh how I wish I could!
What a wonderful “quiet” friend you have found on her Dee!
I was also in shocked at your comments about ME, Dee! My birthday is the 14th of August not today…but you honored me so by even mentioning it or about myself! Others are suffering so much worse than I ….but I thank you so much, as you truly descriped me exactly with this…… “the lack of a good resolution on the horizon are weighing on her”……even tho we are not to worry about the future or anything….your so right.
You truly surprised me and I hope I don’t get the “Idol of the big head”, over all this attention!!!
(Please don’t forget Dee’s birthday August 22nd Sister’s!!)
I took the Myers-Briggs test many years ago for the first time (mid-1990’s)…I have found that some of my tendencies may have changed in intensity (e.g., gone from moderate to strong), however I remain the same…ISFJ (introverted, sensing, feeling, judging). I have found that knowing my tendencies has helped me to embrace certain things about myself, realizing that they are innately me. I purchased a book years ago, Soul Types, premised on the Myers-Briggs classifications that I find helpful for reference occasionally. The Humanmetrics site (the site with the free test) also provides some general information regarding classifications.
Jackie,
Just wanted to say that I hope you are doing alright. I’ve missed your presence here the past few days.
Sweet Nila…..”doing alright” might be a good way to put it!! Actually, I was not able to post for a couple of days…..seems like David and team have resolved that issue! Interestingly, those days did coincide with some “harder than usual” days as well though….the Lord knows. A verse that I have loved through the years and that you may find a balm as you pray for your family is Psalm 27:13 “I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” Don’t want to stretch the meaning of that into something it isn’t, but my Bible comments refer back to verses 4-6 in that same chapter…..all good!! Praying for John and Mark….and how IS Mark?
Praying for all of you. I seek prayer as my eye/vision problem has grown and I now face surgery to restore the vision. I must recover in a face-down position for 7-10 days. Made me think of being prostrate before God. There are so many questions, so many issues upon which I will have to trust others to lead me through as I work through the surgery and recovery. Couldn’t help but be drawn back to “I sought the Lord and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears.” God is most powerful in our lives when we are most dependent upon him. This whole process will be a testimony for all to see. May I represent God wholly as I continue to bring my fears to him as I walk this new path.
Sorry to hear that the eye/vision problem has worsened requiring surgery, Sherryl…recovery “in a face-down position for 7-10 days” doesn’t sound very fun. I will be in prayer for your upcoming surgery and recovery…do you have a date scheduled for surgery? I look forward to your testimony and have no doubt that you will represent the Lord wholly as you continue to bring your fears to Him. Blessings to you.
oh Sherryl, that sounds really difficult. I will be praying for you. When will your surgery be?
Oh Sherryl…..thanks for updating us but I am so sorry that your vision has worsened. I was remembering you had an appt in September, but it looks like things took a turn for the worse sooner. Let us know when the surgery will be. That does sound like a difficult recovery and we will be praying. I hope you have good support and will have help and people to come and distract you from the tedium.
“Lord, lead the way and bring Sherryl, peacefully relying on You, to the time of her surgery and through her recovery. Bring into her days, the people who can truly uplift and support her with help, with conversation and friendship. While You restore her physical vision, keep the eyes of her heart firmly planted on You. Let her gaze on your beauty and let her heart be at peace, resting in your love and grace.”
Oh Dear Sherryl….I’m so glad you came to us for prayer! Is it very soon? I’m praying already! I cant imagine healing face down for that many days:( Get some earphones and get on “You Version” and have the bible read to you during this time…..and Praise songs too! We will all be lifting you up in prayer sweet sister.Let us know when the surgery is if you have time!
I am praying Sherryl.
PRAYER REQUEST: I have been reading with interest the fears and prayers of Laura and Rebecca regarding new jobs and difficult employees, etc. That reminded me to ask for prayer for my daughter, Krista. She has a job interview tomorrow – for a part time job at an after school daycare. From my perspective it would be great for her to get this job, but I am not sure what God’s will is. She has been looking for a job now for almost two years. Please, Lord, you know the need. Please supply. I’m scared to get hopeful and I know Krista is nervous.
Diane, could anyone do a fake interview with her first? Maybe one of her instructors?
I wish there was someone to do a practice interview, Renee. Not this time I’m afraid.
Krista tells me she did fake interviews as part of the course she took in the winter so hopefully that will help.
Diane, I’ll be praying for Krista for this interview…and for His peace to calm her nerves. I do hope and pray this goes well for her as she’s been trying so long to find a job.
Diane
Will pray for Krista now……and this evening.
Thanks for prayers, everyone.
I seen that she posted this on facebook and have been praying for Krista. I pray it’s the Lord will and it would be wonderful with the boys scedual and all.
oops, I’ll try again….
2. Paragraph testimony: Psalm 10/11: God is.
God is. This has forever changed my life.
When the foundations fail, what can I do? When there is oppression and hardship, what can I do? When everything is going wrong, what can I do? When I am persecuted, assaulted, wronged, hurt, what can I do? When I am hurting, what can I do? When I mess up, what can I do? When He is absent, what can I do?
God is.
God is there. God is love. God is comfort. God is knowing. God is bounding to me. God is caring. God is for me, not against me. God is aware. God is big, able. God is wise. God is forever and unfailingly faithful!
God is.
Praise be, it fills my entire being and changes me, guides me, calms me, inspires me. I do not have to chase Him to touch Him, I do not have to work tirelessly to earn a ticket to have an audience with Him. He just is. He is right here. He calls me to just sit and realize His presence right where I am. He is the ultimate perfect Lover of my soul, the soul He created and while I must walk through troubles He is never changing and is my constant … even when He is hiding. He fights for me and I will not “go with the enemy” easily. Sin will fight to the last breath but He is the ultimate shield, even when He is hiding I can call on His truths to steady my soul because He is, period.
Jill, this is so stirring. I really like the poetic flow with such deep meaningful content. Love the last paragraph. There are some song lyrics here, I think….
Jill,
I was not a part of this study when you did Psalm 10 and 11.
He calls me to just sit and realize His presence right where I am. He is the ultimate perfect Lover of my soul.
Thank you for this beautiful synopsis….. food for my soul tonight.
Thanks for this Jill! Timely for a friend today….
Love this Jill…it is like a deep cleansing breath…I’m going to put it in a word doc to print out; such excellent reminders! Thank you, Jill!
My sons are generating a lot of requests for prayer due to their travelling this summer…both just got home yesterday; one from PA and the other from Chicago. Today they are going together to PA for an overnight trip…about a five hour drive and it’s raining. Would appreciate prayers for their safety!
praying now for Adam & Ryan, Susan!
praying for your sons’ travel today too, Susan!
Susan, I know how a mother worries when her kids are traveling! I’m for sure in prayer for them both.
Praying this afternoon for all the requests posted. =)
I’m still having a LOT of problems posting–but if this makes it through– wanted to tell Diane I am praying for Krista’s interview!
I wasn’t able to post from home yesterday, so I’ve got a few minutes during lunch at work!
Praying for everyone’s job situations — and Diane, I messaged Krista on FB
Nanci, IN-something or other for me 🙂 Actually, the other two seem to change (pretty close to the middle). I don’t think the results are supposed to be situational, but they are for me. We had to take a LONG version (the real Myers-Briggs) for work a several years ago.
Yup, me too…when I was in a different industry (banking), they had us complete a much longer questionnaire to identify our M-B classifications and then had a whole educational session devoted to it. That was back in the mid-1990’s…I have redone the Humanmetrics test over the years a few times to see what change might occur; I remain the same classifications, just with differing intensities in some over the years.
2. Review some of the psalms in Book One that impacted you…
This was hard! Hope this is “concise and clear” enough—this is from both Psalm 20 and 21, but they “connect”. Mike Reeves taught us that the first 4 verses of Psalm 20 are prayers for Jesus. Psalm 20:4 says “May He grant you your heart’s desire and fulfill all your plans!” Psalm 21:2 sayys “You have given Him His heart’s desire”. John 17:24 tells us that WE are His heart’s desire: “ Father, I desire that they also, whom you have given me, may be with me where I am, to see my glory that you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world.” I am His heart’s desire—that I be saved, and that I may be with Him forever. This kind of love—from the King of all Kings, silences the doubts, the insecurities, the lies of being “forgettable” or not good enough. I am desired, by Jesus.
Clear, concise and beautiful, Elizabeth. Thanks for synthesizing those verses about ‘desire’ for us. Wonderful.
testing
You passed the test ;). A+
Yes, I agree with Elizabeth that this was hard — and I’m not even that sure I am doing it correctly!
2. Review some of the psalms in Book One that impacted you and choose one part of one and write a paragraph testimony on a word document, concise and clear, and come back here and paste it in.
My testimony based on Psalm 26:1-8.
Vindicate me, O Lord, for I have led a blameless life; I have trusted in the Lord without wavering. Even though my life has been far from perfect, and even though I still continue to sin before the Lord, I have always remained somewhat in fellowship with God. I was raised up in the church, and my parents were believers. I have always had a basic trust of the Lord, although when troubles would come, I would some times doubt His presence with me. However, as the years have gone by, the Lord has come to me again and again, increasing my bond to Him. Test me, O Lord, and try me, examine my heart and my mind; for your love is ever before me, and I walk continually in your truth. If I have a day in which I cannot readily identify my sins, I ask the Lord to point them out to me. Yes, that is scary, but it is better than not knowing and therefore repeating them. I know that God loves me unconditionally, so that takes away the dread and fear and gives me the confidence to ask Him to do that. I do not sit with deceitful men, nor do I consort with hypocrites; I abhor the assembly of evildoers and refuse to sit with the wicked. I know that Jesus demonstrated that we must go among unbelievers to help them. I pray that He will continue to lead me to do that, while protecting me from developing their wicked habits. It can be a very delicate balance, and I need His help. I wash my hands in innocence and go about your altar, O Lord, proclaiming aloud your praise and telling of all your wonderful deeds. I love the house where you live, O Lord, the place where your glory dwells. Because Jesus shed his blood on Calvary for me, I know I am forgiven, and I can feel redeemed when I go to worship. Singing and telling of what the Lord has done for me and hearing how He has done the same for others lifts me up and makes me feel buoyant. Even though I am aware that God is everywhere, I enjoy going to church and being in fellowship with other believers, as it makes me feel closer to God.
this is beautiful Deanna–you did much better than I! I love how you wove your story into the psalm
Your format is good and the testimony very clear, Deanna. One thing I always appreciate about you is how you intentionally bring the daily routine things to the Lord and how He uses you because of that trust.
4. Read Psalm 40 aloud to yourself. A. What testimony is in verses 1-3?
Waiting patiently on the Lord. Already convicted here—I struggle with waiting in patience! HE drew me up—from the pit, from the bog—and then set me on a solid foundation. HE put a new song of praise in my mouth
My job is to patiently wait, in faith—and He does the rest, even supplies the heart of praise!
B. What do you learn about God in verses 4-5?
He multiplies His thoughts, His blessings towards those who trust in Him—nothing compares to His goodness!
C. What do you learn about Jesus in verses 8-17?
He not only does the will of the Father, but delights in it, He keeps God’s law in His heart, He loves it, He preaches it to all.
He shares of God’s faithfulness, salvation, and God’s steadfast love.
And though while on the Cross, He suffered separation from the Father, because of our sin, ultimately God grants His mercy and overcomes death. And those who tried to take His life are put to shame.
Psalm 1:2,3 But his delight is in the Law of the Lord and on his law he meditates day and night, He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither.
Anxiety has been my handicap through life as I feared unknown future events and unknown disasters. Having been vulnerable in the past to impulsive decisions and poor judgments I allowed the devil a foothold. Meditating on the word of God and the truths in the Psalms is bringing forth fruit. From being totally self-focused, God has given me a heart for obedience through these studies. As I prayed for the Father’s will my heart’s desire has been coming into line with the promises of the Psalms. I am delighting in the scriptures and drawing nourishment and strength. God is meeting my needs.
Psalm 27:1 The Lord is my light and my salvation- whom shall I fear? the Lord is the stronghold of my life- of whom shall I be afraid?
Last week I was very sick and was briefly afraid- not knowing the strange illness I was experiencing. But the Lord revealed the reason when I developed the rash of Lyme disease and now my treatment is working! Praise the Lord, even through this!
Psalm 27:5 For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock.
Shirley–what a testimony ” I am delighting in the scriptures and drawing nourishment and strength. God is meeting my needs.” So thankful too that the Lyme treatment is working.
Oh, Shirley. Lyme disease … that is scary stuff indeed. May the Lord calm your fears. I will pray that your treatment will completely heal you. Angela, another blogger here on occasion, has Lyme and has suffered for years, being incorrectly diagnosed for a long time, I think.
Your testimony of waiting and meditating on the Lord which is overcoming the anxiety is powerful, Shirley. I’m so glad the Lymes was discovered and will pray for good results from the treatment. How frightening to not know the cause…..I’ve known others who have gone through that scare. Rest and get well!
Shirley, what an encouraging testimony. Thankful you recognized the Lyme disease rash so that you are getting early (?) treatment.
Oh My Shirley! Lyme desease is very scary…I’m so thankful your treatment is working! A sister on here that doesn’t blog much anymore….Angela…still suffers from effects from that desease.
PRAYING THIS FOR YOU…..YOUR PSALM…..”Psalm 27:5 For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock”.
“Last week I was very sick and was briefly afraid- not knowing the strange illness I was experiencing.”
Scary, Shirley, so glad that the reason for your sickness was revealed and you are being treated. Untreated Lymes can be super nasty…so happy treatment is working for you.
5. What passage from Psalm 40 quickens you and why?
I am struck by how intentional, how active our God is, and what he did for Christ, he did for me. I’ll focus on verses 1-2:
v. 1 “He inclined to me and heard my cry”—because he first heard Christ’s cry, He hears my own. There is something about that word “inclined” that pulls my heart a bit—again, the pursuing nature of our God. He positions himself to hears our cry, he is sensitive to our need for him.
v. 2-Because God drew Christ up from the pit of death and sat Him at his right hand, Christ lifts me up from the fear of death, from the pit of hopelessness, and makes my feet secure. Because God rescued Him and placed Him as the Rock, He is now my Rock, my fortress.
My apologies for my format. I seem to have difficulty cutting, pasting and italicizing. I was responding to #2. and sharing my testimony based on the Psalms we have covered.
Rebecca…..how was your day at work?
Laura-I will email you or f.b. you. 🙂
LAURA! LOVE the picture! It’s so refreshing to see your beautiful smile when we converse 😀
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Praying for my dear sisters! Please continue to pray for me. I am here.
This new study is an answer to my doubt. Sometimes I wonder if I share to much, too soon. I am very transparent and I am always afraid of sharing too much, but I can’t hold it in, GOD is to good for me to conceal Him! This Is ALL that I am; this ALL that I know. I love how The Lord always shows up for His children, not in our timing, not the way we’ve planned it, but He does show up, and it’s perfect. Thank you Dee, these bible studies are taking me on my true path to freedom.
What beautiful words, Roshanda. Your transparent heart shines with His love.
Paying for you Roshanda
2. Review some of the psalms in Book One that impacted you and choose one part of one and write a paragraph testimony on a word document, concise and clear, and come back here and paste it in.
I had been struggling with whether God wants me to keep singing or not. I began to be concerned if I let go in worship-would that distract-would my churches eyes be on me or on Him? I can get lost in singing to Him-in the words. So in order to avoid that I backed off completely for a year and a half. That isn’t good-but it ended up good because He wanted to help me fly freer. 🙂 SO..He started moving me in Psalm 33-EUCHARISTEO! 🙂 The Gospel and my response of thankfulness to it. That is what worship is in my every day life yes indeed-but also in praising Him via song. PRAISE BEFITS THE UPRIGHT. he made Him who had no sin become sin so that I might become the righteousness of God-so that I might become upright (Psalm 33). How can I not explode in song, in praise to Him? When I am singing I am giving Him thanks for saving me from the penalty of sin..but thanks that HIS STEADFAST LOVE IS UPON ME FOREVER (Psalm 33) for He is transforming me..tending my garden..redeeming me daily. Singing to Him is a response to Him..it is loving Him back. It is lavishing my affections on Him..That is why He fashioned my voice in the first place. And when my motives aren’t pure-because I am sure they won’t be all the time-His Mercy and Grace abound-His blood covers my impure motives. He has fashioned my heart-He sees my deeds and He will deliver my soul from death for I am my beloved’s and He is mine (Psalm 33 and song of songs). When I am face to face..perfect worship with a 100% pure heart with the Lover of my soul who brings the counsels of nations to nothing..He will cause me to shout praise loudly to Him..it will be the purest most incredible worship singing ever.
Now I can imagine you singing to Him, face to face!
Oh, Rebecca, as I read your testimony, Chris Tomlin’s song, “How can I keep from sing your praise” was ringing in my head…so literally true in your case…:)
https://www.google.com/search?q=Chris+Tomlin+how+can+i+keep+from+singing&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a&channel=sb
What a lovely song, Nanci J. Thanks so much for sharing it. I had never heard this Chris Tomlin song before.
I have read some of your testimonies to #2..SO WONDERFUL! I wish I had more time to comment..but oh so good.
Rebecca, I hope you keep singing for the Lord, because he gave you such a beautiful voice to Praise him with!
3. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOYCE!
You are such a blessing and I do pray for you each time the Lord brings you to mind. =) I hope your day is lovely!
Are people still having trouble posting? David and his wife (my daughter) are in Wisconsin with me on vacation, but we want to know if you are!
Dee–I can’t post in Firefox anymore or google chrome. I can use IE, but I don’t have the features like bold/italic, etc…anymore. I’ve trieda number of things on my end, but you know I’m not exactly “techy” 😉
Joyce–I have that your birthday isThursday–but eitherway, praying for a great birthday! You are SO loved by all of us–YOU are the gift!
Thank you Jill and Elizabeth! My birthday is the 14th….you were right Elizabeth….but it doesn’t matter…I’ll take your wishes anytime!! I will be 65 on thursday…cant believe it!
Thank you, Elizabeth. I’ll let David know right away.
And Joyce — do I have your birthday wrong? Is it Thursday?
Yes…it is the 14th…thursday! I was born on my mom and dad’s 15th Wedding Anniversary. Then my two girls have birthdays on the 14th of different months. My son was on the 10th. So I guess if I had a lucky number it would be 14!
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Dee–going to email you what I did to get that one to show in Chrome–I don’t know what it means, but David will, but at least this showed up 😉
Praying for Joyce and Happy birthday on whatever day it is!
Father God, I lift up Joyce and ask your blessing on her. Thank you for her love for you and for her dedicated care of Kendra. May she feel your presence and comfort as she deals with the chronic back pain. You have said in Psalm 16: 8 I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope. Bless her this day. In Jesus’ precious name. Amen
Thank you so much Shirley….I love that Psalm:)